I still remember that day, the day you left me standing next to that wooden door, A smile on your face and a fake hug from someone I used to adore ! You hugged me while holding a knife between your hands, Now my hands are the ones filled with…

I wished to make it through and figure everything in my life out. I wished for the day when the pain will go away, but does it ever go away ? Or are we all just distracted by the noise of life ? I slept and dreamt about my happy…

Maybe she will always be the girl who comes to people’s lives to lend them a small beam of sunshine and leave. She might not be permanent ! Ephemeral person with a permanent effect on your soul is who she is. She feels deeply, she over-loves and she over-cares, what’s…

It’s so difficult you know ! When you can barely go out of your bed When your face is pale and your eyes are full of tears When you can barely breathe, barely feel, barely talk or barely heal When you fake a smile and answer to questions you wish…

I looked at the gloomy sky and I asked her: “why are your eyes full of tears and your heart feels dry?” Oh dear sky, hear me shout, hear me scream, let my voice be heard and all the pain disappears. If you cry I will too, I was hiding…

I read an article about how people are supposed to feel safe between the arms of a person, how people are supposed to feel serene, calm and at ease. I read an article about the love I deserve and the love I should receive because I am capable of giving…

Dear me, I have been going through hell to understand what you really desire from yourself to accomplish. I have been staring at you in the mirror and not understanding what you really want from this life. Sometimes, it feels like my life has no purpose at all. …

Again I find myself writing about her. The woman who is visiting my dreams every night; the best version of a person you can ever meet. To the eyes of the beholder, she looked like a fallen angel, like the dust of a burning star. …

I pictured you like the cigarette I hold between my fingers You’re just like her. Your pleasure is so instant yet so ephemeral, it makes me yearn for more of you I took the lighter and turned that body of yours on fire I smoked every piece of you so slowly, I enjoyed every part of it I closed my eyes and dreamt of the smell you leave in my mouth, the scent you always leave behind I opened my eyes and you were gone, but your traces remained in the memory of my mind and the touches upon my body