It’s so difficult you know !
When you can barely go out of your bed
When your face is pale and your eyes are full of tears
When you can barely breathe, barely feel, barely talk or barely heal
When you fake a smile and answer to questions you wish you never heard
When you hear people talking and it’s gibberish in your ears
When you look but can’t see, foggy and blurry are the faces
When you’re dying from the inside and still have to look alive
When your body tells you: “No, I don’t want to go !”
It’s difficult you know !
You should show up everyday, you should act like you are okey !
“Be careful not to smile, stop ! Hey ! Don’t cry, don’t shed a tear ! Do you forget the powerful woman you are !”
Expressions like this are all you are going to hear !
It’s difficult you know !
