If I knew !

1 min readNov 14, 2023


I still remember that day, the day you left me standing next to that wooden door,

A smile on your face and a fake hug from someone I used to adore !

You hugged me while holding a knife between your hands,

Now my hands are the ones filled with blood caused by the wrath beneath my eyes.

I close my eyes and picture the little details, because you know ! It’s there where the demon lies !

Lies, high expectations, a love that was left behind, or should I say, left INSIDE.

I still remember the words coming out of your mouth, filthy lies again and again.

And of course ! The famous dramatic goodbye when you didn’t say “farewell”, it was a “see you again” !

Three words capable enough of holding a hope, three words capable enough to chatter a soul,

Three words replaced with One wouldn’t kept that big of a hole.

And I still wonder whenever I close my eyes, would it be different if I knew it then, if I knew that it was the last Goodbye ?




My writings are a reflection of who I am, the one who knows me truly is my pen.